一首很好听的英文歌
前两天在一个非主流网站听到一首很好听的歌，费了好大的劲才把它找到。名字叫 《im sorry》奇怪的是在百度上能够搜到这首歌，但是竟然搜不到它的歌词。
经过我的不懈努力，终于发现这首歌还有一个另外的名字：《you were my everything》 ，按照这个名字搜索，终于找到的完整的歌词，还有个好心的网友帮我翻译了一下，在这里不胜感激。
歌词如下：
this goes out to someone that was
once the most important person in my life
i didn't realize it at the time
i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so
i don't really expect you to either
it's just... i don't even know
just listen...
you're the one that i want, the one that i need
the one that i gotta have just to succeed
when i first saw you, i knew it was real
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel
that wasn't me; let me show you the way
i looked for the sun, but it's raining today
i remember when i first looked into your eyes
it was like god was there, heaven in the skies
i wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt
but i didn't know i made everything worse
you told me we were crazy in love
but you didn't care when push came to shove
if you loved me as much as you said you did
then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit
now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
i loved you with my heart, really and truly
i guess you forgot about the times that we shared
when i would run my fingers through your hair
late nights, just holding you in my arms
i don't know how i could do you so wrong
i really wanna show you i really need to hold you
i really wanna know you like no one could else know you
you're number one, always in my heart
and now i can't believe that our love is torn apart
refrain:i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you 'cause
i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you (2x)
i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
and then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
the thought of that just shatters my heart
it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
at times we was off i was scared to show you
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you
without you, everything seems strange
your name is forever planted in my brain
damn it, i'm insane,
take away the pain
take away the hurt
baby, we can make it work
what about when you
looked into my eyes
told me you loved me
as you would hugged me
i guess everything you said was a lie
i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
now i'm not even a thought in your mind
i can see clearly, my love is not blind
refrain
i just wish everything could have turned out differently
i had a special feeling about you
i thought maybe you did too
you would understand, but...
no matter what, you'll always be in my heart
you'll always be my baby
our first day, it seemed so magical
i remember all the time that i had with you
remember when you first came to my house?
you looked like an angel wearing that blouse
we hit it off, i knew it was real
but now i can't take all the pain that i feel
reach in your heart, i know i'm still there
i don't wanna hear that you no longer care
remember the times? remember when we kissed?
i didn't think you would ever do me like this
i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess
you said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying
now on the inside it feels like i'm dying
refrain
[talking] and i do miss you
i just thought we were meant to be
i guess now, we'll never know
the only thing i want is for you to be happy
whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy
中文：
曾经她是我生命中最重要的一个人
但当时我却没有意识到
当时那样的对你，直到现在我无法原谅我自己
我从来没有真正想过要你投入另一个人的怀抱
从来没有
我只是…我只是…我真的不知道结果会那样…
你…你能听我讲吗
你是我想要的那个唯一，也是我需要的那个唯一
是唯一我想要成功的唯一
当我第一次看到你的时候，我知道你是我真正的唯一
但我却让你陷入了痛苦的境地，
对不起，真的对不起！
那不是我！那不是真正的我！
但是世事就是这样无奈，
就像我想要太阳，天空却偏偏下起了雨一样的无奈。
我还记得第一次凝望你眼眸时的情景，
在里面我仿佛看到了上帝，仿佛看到了天堂
我害怕受到伤害，所以我总是披着伪装来保护自己
但我却不知道，这样的我让每一事变得更加糟糕
你告诉我我们疯狂地相爱着
但是在紧要关头你却总是那样不在乎
如果你像你所说的那样爱我
那你一定不会像对待一个傻瓜那样地伤害我
我爱你，真真正正、完完全全、全身心的爱你、
可如今你却一把将我推开，好像你从来就没有认识过我
我想你一定忘记了我们曾经一起渡过的美好时光
那些午夜
我轻轻地将你挽入臂弯，用手指柔柔地触摸着你的头发
那时我绝不知道，我将怎样错误地对待你
我真的想抱着你
我真的想知道你比其他所有人都要理解我
你永远都在我心里占据着重要的地位
我永远也不相信我们的爱就这样被割裂了。
我需要你
我思念你
我想要你
我爱着你
我想抱着你
我想吻着你
我真的很想你，
你就是我的所有
我知道你将要和一个新的男人重复发生在你我之间的爱情游戏
我知道你会坐在他的身边，笑着牵住他的双手
每当想到这些，我的心就像被撕裂了一样
这种想法甚至撕开了我的灵魂，将我整个分成了两半
当我们外出的时候，我真的很害怕让你看到
现在的我非常非常的想抱住你直到我无法再能抱着你，
没有你，所有的一切看起来都仿佛陌生了起来
你的名字永远地铭刻在了我的大脑里
愚蠢！我真的很愚蠢。
拿走痛苦
拿走伤害
亲爱的！我们一定能够重新开始
告诉我好吗！
你在想些什么，但你凝视着我的眼眸
告诉我好吗
你还爱着我
告诉我好吗
你想拥抱我
也许你说的一切都只是谎言
一个弥天大谎
想到这，我的眼里就会含满泪水
我清楚地看到
在你的内心里现在的我已不再重要
我清楚地看到
你的爱已不再像从前一般盲目
我只希望一切能够会变得不一样
对你我有一种特别的感觉
我想：
也许你对我也会这样吧
也许你会理解我的这种感觉吧
然而…
不管怎样，
你永远都会留在我的心里
你永远都会是我的宝贝
还记得我们相遇的那一天，那真是梦幻般的一天
我还清楚地记得和你在一起渡过的分分秒秒
我还清楚地记得你第一次来我家里时的情景
你穿着那件宽松的衬衣，看起来就像一个天使一样美丽
我们适合相爱，我知道我们真的适合相爱。
但是现在我却不能摆脱内心的痛苦。
因为我知道你的内心里依然有我的位置，
因为我真的不想听你说，
你不再在乎我。
还记得那些时刻吗！记得那些我们双唇相接的时刻吗？
我真的不相信你竟会那样对我！
我真的不相信你会忍心看我难过！
我只相信你会在那里为我停留，
我只相信！
你曾说过你是我最好的朋友！
那是个谎言吗？
现在你和我行同陌路，
现在你已经和另一个男孩相守相依。
我曾经试着忘记你
我曾经试着忘记你，
我曾经试着忘记你，
或者我一直在努力地试着忘记。
然而，
现在我却也正在慢慢地死去，
我真的想你，
现在我们也许永远不会知道
我唯一希望的只是你能快乐
不管有我在你身边，或者没有
我唯一希望的只是你能快乐！
歌手的名字叫Chuckie Akenz，他自幼生活在混乱的多伦多芬治大街(Jane & Finch)，一直到19岁．从一个因为家庭的原因而与朋友加入黑帮的小混混，成长为一个拥有全球惊人CD畅销量的歌手．
被多伦多Kiss 92 FM，评为顶尖MC．先后接受Toronto Star, Toronto Sun, and CBC radio的采访．
从听到它的第一次，久感觉歌曲的旋律特别的让人舒服，MP4里总共就放了10几首歌，每天晚上这首是必听的。有的时候会反复听着一首。不知道是怎么回事，就是感觉歌声是那么的亲切。似乎说出了自己的心声。刚才完整的看完了歌词，突然发现Chuckie Akenz和我一样，从他的歌词里可以感受得到，他也经历过失恋的痛苦。遍体鳞伤，痛彻心扉。是个受伤的男人，他可以用歌声抒发自己的痛苦，可是我却只能够自己默默承受，“笑”着去面对一切。
PS：本来今天早上就像些这篇日志的，可是一直拖到下午也没有写，晚上出去喝了点东西，放假了，本来吃饭久不规律，胃里空空的，再喝点东西。现在感觉特别难受。算了，累了，就先写到这里吧，有时间再续写下去。
推荐大家去听听这首歌，真的很好听。再仔细看看歌词，会有很多同感。
是在百度上能搜到这首歌，但是却搜不到它的歌词。郁闷了好长时间……
